STUPID THING THAT I DID TODAY. I ACCIDENTALLY CUT MY INDEX FINGER WHILE OPEN A BOTTLE. SO RIDICULOUS!! I BOUGHT MYSELF A BOTTLE OF PINK DOLPHIN (MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE) SO AS USAL. I OPEN THE BOTTLE. THEN AFTER THAT. I DONT KNOW WHY. I COULDNT OPEN THE DAMN BOTTLE. BUT I END UP CUTTING MY FINGER. WTH ! AND SOMEMORE THE CUT DAMN BIG CAN. WTF.
WAS SUPPOSE TO GO FOR LUNCH WITH CLARISSA AND PORK. THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. SO YAR. I WENT HOME INSTEAD. WAS FEELING SO DAMN E-FFING SAD AND DEPRESSED. AND YAR. I WROTE THIS POEM OR RATHER A SONG A FEW DAYS AGO. ITS BOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPEN TO ME. (:
IT ALL BEGUN A FEW YEARS BACK I KNEW IT WAS LOVE THE FIRST TIME OUR EYES MET. WE GOT TOGETHER NOT LONG AFTER THAT I'VE TASTED LOVE LIKE I NEVER HAD. BUT THINGS CHANGED THE MOMENT I HAD THIS CRAZY THOUGHT I TOYED WITH YOUR FEELINGS, AND I WAS CAUGHT. TEARS OF REGRETS FILL UP MY EYES THE MOMENT YOU DECIDED TO WALK OUT OF MY LIFE. MY WHOLE WORLD CAME CRUSHING DOWN AND ITS TURNING AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND.
GOD TOOK PITY ON ME AND YOU CAME BACK TO ME I TOLD MYSELF NEVER TO LET YOU GO AGAIN AND NEVER TO LET YOU FEEL ANY PAIN. I'LL CHERISH EVERY MOMENT I HAVE WITH YOU BOY, THIS FEELING I HAD SO TRUE. I MADE THREE WISHES, ONE, TWO AND THREE WISHING THAT NEVER WILL YOU EVER LEAVE ME. I WISH THAT ALL THIS ISNT A LIE HOLDING ON TO A HAPPINESS LIKE ITS NOT MINE. LASTLY TO MAKE MY PRINCE CHARMING YOU GOD, PLEASE MAKE THESE WISHES COME TRUE. IT FELT AS IF EVERYTHING HAS BEEN REWINDED EVERY SINGLE THING WE DID IS STILL IN MY MIND.
UNTIL THE NIGHT WHEN YOU TEXTED ME IT LEFT MY EYES ALL WATERY. I BROKE DOWN AND CRY WONDERING WHAT WAS WRONG, I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU WERE GONE. YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS YOU WERE REMINDED OF THE PAST AND TOLD THEM THERE WAS NO MORE TRUST. I WAS HEARTBROKEN, I WAS TORN APART, BUT IT WAS MY FAULT RIGHT FROM THE VERY START. I CRIED MY HEART OUT THAT FATEFUL NIGHT FRIEND TOLD ME YOU WERE NOT MY MR RIGHT. I STILL LOVE YOU AND I REALLY DO HOW I HOPE YOU'LL FEEL THAT WAY TOO.
SO MUCH TO SAY BUT IS LEFT SPEECHLESS NOW. STARING BLANKLY AT THE COMP THOUGHTS OF YOU RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND. WHATS OVER WAS OVER ITS NO POINT LOOKING BACK YOU'VE FOUND SOMEONE BETTER YOU'RE NEVER COMING BACK.
WHATS LEFT OF US WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME. I'VE CAUSED YOU TOO MUCH PAIN AND MISERY. I'VE COMMITED THE WORST MISTAKE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE WHEN I SAY I STILL LOVE YOU ITS NOT A LIE SAYING SORRY WOULDNT BE OF ANY HELP. IM SORRY I DIDNT THINK BOUT HOW YOU FELT. I DIDNT CHERISH WHAT WAS ONCE MINE IM SO STUPID AND IM TOTALLY OUTTA MY MIND.
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STUPID THING THAT I DID TODAY. I ACCIDENTALLY CUT MY INDEX FINGER WHILE OPEN A BOTTLE. SO RIDICULOUS!! I BOUGHT MYSELF A BOTTLE OF PINK DOLPHIN (MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE) SO AS USAL. I OPEN THE BOTTLE. THEN AFTER THAT. I DONT KNOW WHY. I COULDNT OPEN THE DAMN BOTTLE. BUT I END UP CUTTING MY FINGER. WTH ! AND SOMEMORE THE CUT DAMN BIG CAN. WTF.
WAS SUPPOSE TO GO FOR LUNCH WITH CLARISSA AND PORK. THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. SO YAR. I WENT HOME INSTEAD. WAS FEELING SO DAMN E-FFING SAD AND DEPRESSED. AND YAR. I WROTE THIS POEM OR RATHER A SONG A FEW DAYS AGO. ITS BOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPEN TO ME. (:
IT ALL BEGUN A FEW YEARS BACK I KNEW IT WAS LOVE THE FIRST TIME OUR EYES MET. WE GOT TOGETHER NOT LONG AFTER THAT I'VE TASTED LOVE LIKE I NEVER HAD. BUT THINGS CHANGED THE MOMENT I HAD THIS CRAZY THOUGHT I TOYED WITH YOUR FEELINGS, AND I WAS CAUGHT. TEARS OF REGRETS FILL UP MY EYES THE MOMENT YOU DECIDED TO WALK OUT OF MY LIFE. MY WHOLE WORLD CAME CRUSHING DOWN AND ITS TURNING AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND.
GOD TOOK PITY ON ME AND YOU CAME BACK TO ME I TOLD MYSELF NEVER TO LET YOU GO AGAIN AND NEVER TO LET YOU FEEL ANY PAIN. I'LL CHERISH EVERY MOMENT I HAVE WITH YOU BOY, THIS FEELING I HAD SO TRUE. I MADE THREE WISHES, ONE, TWO AND THREE WISHING THAT NEVER WILL YOU EVER LEAVE ME. I WISH THAT ALL THIS ISNT A LIE HOLDING ON TO A HAPPINESS LIKE ITS NOT MINE. LASTLY TO MAKE MY PRINCE CHARMING YOU GOD, PLEASE MAKE THESE WISHES COME TRUE. IT FELT AS IF EVERYTHING HAS BEEN REWINDED EVERY SINGLE THING WE DID IS STILL IN MY MIND.
UNTIL THE NIGHT WHEN YOU TEXTED ME IT LEFT MY EYES ALL WATERY. I BROKE DOWN AND CRY WONDERING WHAT WAS WRONG, I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU WERE GONE. YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS YOU WERE REMINDED OF THE PAST AND TOLD THEM THERE WAS NO MORE TRUST. I WAS HEARTBROKEN, I WAS TORN APART, BUT IT WAS MY FAULT RIGHT FROM THE VERY START. I CRIED MY HEART OUT THAT FATEFUL NIGHT FRIEND TOLD ME YOU WERE NOT MY MR RIGHT. I STILL LOVE YOU AND I REALLY DO HOW I HOPE YOU'LL FEEL THAT WAY TOO.
SO MUCH TO SAY BUT IS LEFT SPEECHLESS NOW. STARING BLANKLY AT THE COMP THOUGHTS OF YOU RUNNING THROUGH MY MIND. WHATS OVER WAS OVER ITS NO POINT LOOKING BACK YOU'VE FOUND SOMEONE BETTER YOU'RE NEVER COMING BACK.
WHATS LEFT OF US WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME. I'VE CAUSED YOU TOO MUCH PAIN AND MISERY. I'VE COMMITED THE WORST MISTAKE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE WHEN I SAY I STILL LOVE YOU ITS NOT A LIE SAYING SORRY WOULDNT BE OF ANY HELP. IM SORRY I DIDNT THINK BOUT HOW YOU FELT. I DIDNT CHERISH WHAT WAS ONCE MINE IM SO STUPID AND IM TOTALLY OUTTA MY MIND.
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