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Angel, nineTEEN, Female :D
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STUPID THING THAT I DID TODAY.
I ACCIDENTALLY CUT MY INDEX FINGER
WHILE OPEN A BOTTLE. SO RIDICULOUS!!
I BOUGHT MYSELF A BOTTLE OF PINK DOLPHIN
(MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE) SO AS USAL. I OPEN THE BOTTLE.
THEN AFTER THAT. I DONT KNOW WHY. I COULDNT OPEN
THE DAMN BOTTLE. BUT I END UP CUTTING MY
FINGER. WTH ! AND SOMEMORE THE CUT DAMN BIG
CAN. WTF.

WAS SUPPOSE TO GO FOR LUNCH WITH CLARISSA AND PORK.
THEN SOMETHING HAPPENED. SO YAR. I WENT HOME INSTEAD.
WAS FEELING SO DAMN E-FFING SAD AND DEPRESSED.
AND YAR. I WROTE THIS POEM OR RATHER A SONG A FEW DAYS
AGO. ITS BOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPEN TO ME. (:

IT ALL BEGUN A FEW YEARS BACK
I KNEW IT WAS LOVE THE FIRST TIME OUR EYES MET.
WE GOT TOGETHER NOT LONG AFTER THAT
I'VE TASTED LOVE LIKE I NEVER HAD.
BUT THINGS CHANGED THE MOMENT I HAD THIS CRAZY THOUGHT
I TOYED WITH YOUR FEELINGS, AND I WAS CAUGHT.
TEARS OF REGRETS FILL UP MY EYES
THE MOMENT YOU DECIDED TO WALK OUT OF MY LIFE.
MY WHOLE WORLD CAME CRUSHING DOWN
AND ITS TURNING AROUND AND AROUND AND AROUND.

GOD TOOK PITY ON ME
AND YOU CAME BACK TO ME
I TOLD MYSELF NEVER TO LET YOU GO AGAIN
AND NEVER TO LET YOU FEEL ANY PAIN.
I'LL CHERISH EVERY MOMENT I HAVE WITH YOU
BOY, THIS FEELING I HAD SO TRUE.
I MADE THREE WISHES, ONE, TWO AND THREE
WISHING THAT NEVER WILL YOU EVER LEAVE ME.
I WISH THAT ALL THIS ISNT A LIE
HOLDING ON TO A HAPPINESS LIKE ITS NOT MINE.
LASTLY TO MAKE MY PRINCE CHARMING YOU
GOD, PLEASE MAKE THESE WISHES COME TRUE.
IT FELT AS IF EVERYTHING HAS BEEN REWINDED
EVERY SINGLE THING WE DID IS STILL IN MY MIND.

UNTIL THE NIGHT WHEN YOU TEXTED ME
IT LEFT MY EYES ALL WATERY.
I BROKE DOWN AND CRY WONDERING WHAT WAS WRONG,
I DIDNT WANT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU WERE GONE.
YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS YOU WERE REMINDED OF THE PAST
AND TOLD THEM THERE WAS NO MORE TRUST.
I WAS HEARTBROKEN, I WAS TORN APART,
BUT IT WAS MY FAULT RIGHT FROM THE VERY START.
I CRIED MY HEART OUT THAT FATEFUL NIGHT
FRIEND TOLD ME YOU WERE NOT MY MR RIGHT.
I STILL LOVE YOU AND I REALLY DO
HOW I HOPE YOU'LL FEEL THAT WAY TOO.

SO MUCH TO SAY
BUT IS LEFT SPEECHLESS NOW.
STARING BLANKLY AT THE COMP
THOUGHTS OF YOU RUNNING
THROUGH MY MIND.
WHATS OVER WAS OVER
ITS NO POINT LOOKING BACK
YOU'VE FOUND SOMEONE BETTER
YOU'RE NEVER COMING BACK.

WHATS LEFT OF US WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF ME.
I'VE CAUSED YOU TOO MUCH PAIN AND MISERY.
I'VE COMMITED THE WORST MISTAKE IN MY ENTIRE LIFE
WHEN I SAY I STILL LOVE YOU ITS NOT A LIE
SAYING SORRY WOULDNT BE OF ANY HELP.
IM SORRY I DIDNT THINK BOUT HOW YOU FELT.
I DIDNT CHERISH WHAT WAS ONCE MINE
IM SO STUPID AND IM TOTALLY OUTTA MY MIND.